Please don't tell me you know how I feel
Unless you have lost your child too
Please don't tell me my broken heart will heal
Because thats just not true
Please don't tell me my son is in a better place
Though some beleieve that true
For I beleive a better place would be right here with me
Don't tell me someday I'll hear his voice, will see his face
Will touch, will feel him close
For beyond today, this heartfelt pain
Beyond this I cannot see.
Don't tell me now that time will heal
I know that is not true
Don't tell me I should move on
For that I cannot do
Don't tell me to face facts, he's gone
Denial I can't stop
Don't tell me to be thankful for the I had
Because I wanted more.
Don't tell me when I'm as I was you will be glad to see
For that person that you knew before
Is never more to be.
So this is what I ask of you
Don't shut him out, don't cast him off
Please talk of him to me.
Please listen when I speak his name
Please listen when I cry
Don't hesitate to speak his name
For that I long to hear
He lived, he was our precious son
I hope he is still near
Such harsh pretence of living life
My inner thoughts concealed
A painted smile upon my face
Such griefe never allowed to express
Holds painful wounds within...
For my son Jamie
Miss you so much
Mum xxxxxxxxxxxxx
Sylvia
20th May 2010
The Cord
We are connected
My child and I
An invisible cord
Not seen by the eye
It's not like the cord that connects us'till birth
This cord can't be seen
By any on Earth
This cord does its work
Right from the start
It binds us together
Attached to my heart
I know that it's there
Though no one does see
The ivisible cord
From my child to me...
Sylvia
16th May 2010
Although the time we grew to know
Although that time was short
For me that time will always be
Forever in my heart...
Love and miss you my beautiful boy..
Till we meet again..
Mum xxxxx
Sylvia
1st January 2010